Itz been awhile since I wrote on here. Itz been three months since you have passed away and I still can't believe you're gone, it feels like just yesterday you we're here. I miss you alot.
I remember one time I got hurt. I was about maybe 8 and I got a new bike. This Boy wanted to ride it and Big John was watching him. I told the Boy No and He pushed me. I was freaked out so I slid my hand across the rusty truck because i thought I was gonna go down the hill full of bricks and I had a huge Cut in the palm of my hand. It was bleeding bad, John asked me if He pushed him and I told him yes and he beat the boys Butt.
A memory huh...I know I haven't been on here for a while. I dunno why. I had a dream about you, it was a weird dream. Anyways. Here is another short story. I never really know why you were so nice to me, sometimes you weren't but usually you were. I miss you..I still can not believe you not here. I remember when You would spray us with the hose and the water was so cold. Every summer. You even have the spray gun and spray us. It was really fun.
John said when we had our 1'st Valentines Day that he had no idea what to do for that day. I told him what people do as far as the usual. John listened and every Valentines I recieved a woderful card proclaiming his love for me and a nice box of candy and flowers and a new ring! His intention was to put one on every finger, he almost made it. God took him from us before he could but it's ok I have so many loving memories of our years together and they are in the end what has been important to me. We grew so much together through our love for one another. I will miss him on this day & forever.
